Where are you? I'm really scared Doc

Look, I'm not at the Hotel anymore. I went with Mat and Torchwood...but. Where are you? I need you, Doctor. It's really not good here, you know? Just...tell me where you are so I can come see you, please?

Hey.

I'm with Mat at...someplace. I'm not really sure. In our exodus to get here I got kinda flustered and ended up just clinging to Mat's hand and following.

Look. I gotta fess up, I know it isn't my place to say anything about anything but, I just wanted you to know that Mat's really upset about what happened. He's talked to me a little bit, and he's missing you, and just really upset.

I know I'm not someone you're really close to or anything, but you're both so torn up about this (I know this cause I've never seen two brothers who're closer then you two) and I want you to be happy, I really do.

Mat loves you, and he misses you. He's just a little hurt, okay? So...maybe you should try writing to him, or I could help you come find us...somehow.

Just...if nothing else, stay safe..I'll write to you when I can, make sure you're alright.

I love you, big brother (yeah, that's right, I adopted you. So there!)

Torchwood is shipping out. Mat is going with them, and I'm going with him. I figure maybe I'll meet back up with Jack. The Hotel isn't safe anymore, for anyone other than the angels loyal to Romana and I certainly don't fall in that category. Well, I don't know if that is exactly true or not, but it doesn't feel safe.

Doctor, I need you to promise that you will find me, do you understand? Promise!

Cole, when I'm settled, I'll tell you where I am, okay?

Nate...Uhm. I just didn't want to worry you or anything...Write to me whenever. I'll keep an eye on my journal.

Harry, stay away from the Conrad Hotel. It isn't safe. Just...if you need me, don't even try and find me there.

when pieces are too small to distinguish their exact shape, how do you fit something that broken back together? Do you force them to fit? Is that how you do it? Because I'm not sure anymore

[Locked to Jack] When you've got time, Jack...I'd like to talk to you. I promise there is no bad news from me, cross my heart, hope to die. I just miss you, want to go have a coffee or something, nothing bad. [/Lock]

[Locked to Harry] You got the package, right? I'm feeling better, by the way, let's go out for a beer sometime, what do you say? My treat. [/Lock]

[Locked to Nate and Mat] Hey! Boys. Video Game-a-thon, soon. Pleeeeeeease? It'll be fun, I swear! I went out looking for new games, and I think I need you two experts to help me. What do you say? {Locked to Mat} Mat! Just wanted to say that I love you, and I miss you. Let's do something, just the two of us, soon. [{/Lock}]

[Locked to Aubrey] You. Me. Beer. Maybe a movie. What do you say? [/lock]

[Locked to the Doctor] When you've got some time...come find me, love. [/lock]

[Locked to Donna] You and me, we should plan something for the basement, something to cheer everyone up. Maybe a massive movie night? Another party? A dance? I don't know. You're probably better with ideas then I am.[/lock]

[Locked to Charlie] Come find me when you can. Miss you. [/lock]

[Locked to Torchwood] You lot, I know you're good at this and probably don't need any help or anything, but if you need anything at all...Just let me know, okay? A friend, a verbal punching bag, whatever. You do so much, and I just wanted you to know that I know how much you do, and I'm so glad we've got you all here. ♥[/lock]


Dear Basement Residents-

I love you. Just so you know. ♥


Love,
Rose

Hey.

I didn't know where else to put it. Next time you're in town proper, stop by the park. There is a big willow tree with a hole open up near the second really big branch. In that hole is a small box for you. Compliments of me.

Ta!

-Rose

Not in the hotel right now. Out on a walk (yes I have a panic button. #8) but...are you gonna be around later? I ne I wante I miss you, and I'd like to talk...hang out. You know. Just....stuff.

How about that walk? I'm...needing out.

Harry!

Just wanted to let you know I got injected with the cure so I'll be out wandering in the near future to 'spread the love' if ya will.


I'll let you know when and if ya aren't busy maybe you'd like to join me so we can catch up?

You doing okay? Didn't get sick or anythin' did ya?

Okay...Seriously...STOP THAT!

ColorGenics

( Color me all the shades of painful revelation, color me all the shades of life )

Out for a cure spreading walk.

going to the park, then towards the universities. I'll swing back round on grand ave and be back in about...eh 4 hours?

have a panic button. number 10. have journal, and every time i stop to rest i'll check it.

oh. i also got my tracker device back, the one the Doctor gave me ages ago so if he's got something to track me with i should be easy to spot.

if i'm not back by my ETA search me. might've passed out.

xoxo

bye!

I have successfully failed to die (is anyone else shocked? cause I am) and my fever is lower now. Last time some ninja doctor came in to stab me and take my temp it was only 38.5 degrees Celsius.

So that's good. They're not letting me out of bed yet, and I've still got the shakes like you couldn't believe.

I swear though, they stab me one more time with some stupid needle and I'm going to stab them right back. They've already got me on an IV and thats bad enough.

Right then, someone update me. No one'll tell me anything and since I can't leave my room (because I have Nate who pretty much grabs me and drops me right back into bed if I try and leave I swear you collapse once and everyone just worries you're about to die.) to find out, I'm in the dark. So anything anyone can tell me would be great!

[Locked to Jack and the Doctor] Mat is taking me to the infirmary. Not doing so good. cough, fever, ch write you soon. stay safe.[/lock]

[Locked to Cole] Mat grabbed me. Taking me to infirmary. try to stay healthy, okay? I want you to try and stay away from people who're sick once you've been checked.[/lock]

[Locked to Harry] something is going around, a sickness. stay safe as you can, okay? I caught just stay safe. [/lock]

Mat, please tell me you're checking your journal. I need your help, and really soon. I'll explain when you get here. I've made it to the hallway between the lobby and the rooms.

Hurry, please.

Jack, member how I said we might have a problem? I was wrong.

We do have a problem.

I think I've got whatever the hell this is. Doctor, the Time Vortex burned me out, as in I'm still glowing, and my immune system is shot through.

I thought it was just the effects, you know? But the visions have dimmed off and the fever is still here, and I feel...terrible. I had a fever yesterday but didn't think anything of it, i mean so what, a fever?

didn't know about the plague for real till just a bit ago when i opened up my journal. just been seeing things and now...now I'm starting to think I've got it. dunno what to do or anything.

I think I'm gonna hole up in my room though, either that or get carted off to the med bay.

I'm so sorry. I've brought it down here.

ooc: the handwriting is a little lopsided and sporadic. She is drunk afterall

Club.
Me.
morrow night cuz i can!

morrow day need to go shopping

need clothes.

only have what came from home need new stuff.

need a nap first. alarm set for early

Okay me! List!

1) sleep for few hours. Yes
2) wake up.
3) shower! probably cold shower and clean ouchies
4) dress
5) go shopping
6) come dack back
7) grab some more meddies.
8) dress up
9) go out
10) get wasted

good plan.

god my room is spnning. bed now

night night journal

I begin to doubt we will ever go home. But I'm not sure I can work up the heart to care.

I miss my baby sister, Lily.
I miss my mum.
I miss Pete.
I miss Jake.
I miss Mickey.

Mostly though, I miss Lily.

I see her in some flashes of the future. I've seen her grow up and she's beautiful. But I miss my Lily-doll.

I know the Rift takes people for no reason whatsoever, no pattern. Nothing. Nothing that says why we're here, but I feel pointless here.

I'm not part of this Torchwood, I don't have any real skills that help the basement residents. I'm not a doctor, or anything like that. I'm not able to fix people's hurts, to ease suffering, to grant any help really. I don't like not having a purpose. It reminds me of the time before the Doctor, a time when I was a shop-girl. A nowhere, nothing, no-one.

I need to find a reason to be.

Something. I need something.

And I need to get a gun, if I'm going to keep going out late at night like I do, and I really should start thinking about bringing a panic-button. But it feels so...silly, really.

I should also stop in to the infirmary and get something for the fever I've got. I'll do it later. I need to go out and do something first. I feel like I'm going mad, sitting here.

DOCTOR! MAT! We're waiting! Hurry UP! We're heading towards the door. If you're not with us by the time we leave you'll just have to find us! And if you're not with me then I am NOT taking a panic button! So there!



Oh!

We'll be at the Loft. MUWAH! Hugs and kisses! ♥

Okay. That's it.

I've got a beautiful plan, and dammit, I'm going to make it happen.

But first. I'm going out to the bar down the road to get nice and unseemly plastered, make a fool out of myself singing karaoke and dancing on tables until kingdom damn well comes.

Anyone wanna come with? If no one does, thats fine too, I'll go by myself and it'll take God, the Devil and Armageddon to make me stay in the hotel again tonight because if I spend one more day in this damn hotel I'm going to scream.

But I will be heading out at around...eh...8ish..maybe. Who knows.

You said we need to talk? I'm in the common room. Come find me when you've got the time. If I'm not there, I'll probably be in my room. Maybe. If I'm not there, jot me a note, and I'll come find you, Doctor.